TILL U REGRET AND REALISE THAT U HAVE DONE A VERY WRONG THING !
-BELLA LOVES KERRALINE&RUYU ALOT ! (:
well , i think im gg out later . Sorry kerra , jrome ,daryl cnt get to follow u guys to ice skate . well ysterday talked to Aqil frm 10+ till like 1 am . he was tired yet still .-,- LOL , gooosssshhh ! i miss him like so much .& so yesterday when i was talking to him , as usual , ill irritate him and stuffs ohh and he indirectly telling me that its his turn to irritate my back then he went like 5 mre mins and ill go like its already five mins can i just put down the phone , u're tired . & that stuff continue again and again not stopping . but i was patient , yes i was . then after about 20 mins finally i put down the phone . same kind of pathetic ending .=x hehs , well HAPPY ONE MONTH ANNIVE TO KERRALINE LOKE AND JEROME LIAO . ;D may u both last long with a loving relationship . i wanna see u both get married go tru obstacle have babbies . and lots more . goshh , i swear u both are such a SWEET couple . ok , maybe about the babbies part is too much , but why not yeah ? they're effing cute ! I WONT let anyone BREAK them apart ! HMPFF . NO ONE - so now , i think im thinking too much nowadays . things are like topsy turvey . (in my shoes) idk why . i think of thing more than i thought . i kept thinking about the present & the past . i did a bad thing of which i compared . im sorry , i cnt help . since i was talking to aqil i kept thinking . is this what really is for me ? am i REALLY happy this way ? is this true love ? the most important question is ... am i faking once again ? i cried alone just now in my room , i kept saying sorry to that person . will that person ever knw how much tears i shed for u ? or will u ever trust me again ? give me a last chance . to YOU , maybe im asking for too much after all the things that happen . but will u ever understand me ever again ? sigh , this feeling .. I JUST CANT FIGHT IT ! I JUST CANT GET RID OF THIS TERRRRRIBLE FEELING ! URGH ! i was a green monsta (jealous) when one of my friends told me an update on you . i just couldn't believe it , after i heard that i began to broke down , at that very moment . i kept quiet till i reach home . Hurtful , Heartbreaking . i just don't knw . is this what i should be feeling ? its so fustrating . i cant get over it . song after songs remind me of you . YOU , YOU , YOU ! i was ur star for many many many nights now everything has changed & maybe that person is the leading person in ur life .[im ur past] i shall always remember u as the one who first got it , broke it , leave it & went away . im sorry , this apology is for u and no one deserve it more than u . I knw , u wont be reading my blog thats why i put all my feelings that lies in my heart down here . for others to realise it NOT YOU . i knw , i shouldn't write this for my reasons , i cant help . im sorry . many days i didnt spoke ur name , didnt spoke about u to my friends i felt a guilt , when i spoke about u , i felt a heartbreak . im so lost .
I REGRETTED TO KNOW THE MEANING OF THE WORD , "LOVE" .
fck love .
Friday, December 14, 2007 @ 5:35 PM / 0 daisies
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