okay , hello .

changed blogskin . and plus , things are changing these few days . feelings are changing , surroundings are changing & i guess im changing too . well he change and it hurt me . just a little too much . like over the limit . i hate it , i hate his character now . urgh . so as he changes im gg to change too . im NOT gg to spend time with him as he just have no more time for me . okay, fine with that . i couldnt care anymore . its just way too much for me to take all this drastic changes , i swear its even harder than i thought . all the fights , this and that . i have to change my opinion on u alr . im sorry . yeah , SO MUCH FOR THE WORD SORRY . fck off , it doesn't mean anything unless u mean it , well in this case , i DONT . strictly , i DONT MEAN IT ! and yes , while reading im expressing my feeling and im angry , like duhh . ( you hurt me &make me feel like a fool ) idk what to do now . i just wanna run away frm you . i dont even feel like talking to u alr . its hurting me more . i would want to tell u all the secrets i have inside me . butt then , i guess , u wouldn't really care now . u seemed so busy , and i know . SOCCER IS SO MUCHH MORE IMPORTANT THAN ME . but its just that i kept wondering have u ever thought about what i feel nowadays ? and baby , PUHLEASE ! i DONT need u sending me to the bus stop and wait till my bus arrives okay . if that bothers u tell me . and it would be great if all of this nvr even happened . and it would be greater if WE nvr even exsisted ! bcos yknw what ?! YOU JUST HURT ME TOO MUCH , AND OVER THE LIMIT ! AND I DONT NEED THAT FROM YOU !

i cant love you . no , wait , i can BUT , im telling myself not to . if u haven't reacted that way , i wouldn't react this way . hey , its karma ! woaah , -_- . and i DID laugh at ur jokes . but then , inside me , it wasn't even funny at all . i just wanna go away frm u . jerome , u've helped alot and i mean alot . thanks .

okay , well so much about that . im gg to study with nabilah later at tamp mart macdonalds . and hearty talks . yesterday religious class was funny , and ustaz pai sehh big time la deyy ! diana, imy !!(: haha . well thats about all .