hellohh blog , haha ; what a pic . ;)

im at diana's house now . and she's playing the psp ; right beside me . hahaha ,

caught up(:told her stuffs gg around . tmr is panjang bdae ! ahha , i havent bought him his bdae present yet . or maybe im gg to buy him a belated bdae present as im broke. seriously . lol . sorry panjang . well , things are gg on , feelings are changing & 2008 sucks . yes , yes . i swear . i hate **** ! urgh , some things are getting fcked up . complicated . but i keep on wondering ; what jerome said was right . i keep giving in too much & that word sorry will be taken for granted . sigh . its a good and sweet thing that im patient , hahhaha . or not everything will just fall just like that . faking is the best way , but but i fake no more . sorry . this feeling of hatred plus love combined together just makes this heart bleed more & more . ' You dont realise that people are hating you and staying away frm you , don't you ? ' you know who you know who you are yourself . as for aqil , i dont wanna mention bout him . its like a play love ; super childish + ego . one minute we're ok , next minute ill be the one saying sorry . =_= . HEY HEY ! I WANNA BE THE BOSS OF THE RELATIONSHIP TOO OKAY . GIMME THAT DAMN CHANCE . i will always be the one giving way , what bout you ? im indirectly passing the msg to you that you dont understand me like you used to . what have gotten in to you ? i knw i told you that im gg to tell you something , & i will . STRAIGHT FORWARD ; DIRECTLY IN YOUR FACE . im just getting my confidence to do that & wait for the correct time .

-it would be so much easier if u read my blog . but yet still , i love you . i cnt believe it . after all of this , you still belong to me . and ill be here as you were there for me all those times . and that hug you promised ; i dont want it (:

i swear i love my friends , best friends , girl friends , guy friends . thanks you guys for always ; ALL ways being here for me . & another 8 mre days to 3rd month annie . sigh . nvm . theres always love deep in my heart for him . and so we'll keep holding on .... THOUGH ! lol .

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