i had foodpoisoning .Whaattafish did i eat ?! i end up having my stomach aching the whole night . and sadly i cant sleep in peace . i was absent from sch today . yesterday i did went to sch for ncc , shooting competition . i was one of the 4 passes in the whole ncc girls that consist of 16 people . hahaa , wadever . thanks to the two maams and the sir (: hahha , and so , mrs chirstina lee is gonna put us 4 into the nationals shooting competition , yeeeey . that will be on november . still a long way to go , though . but she says we'll start practising hard for it . haha .

oke , yesterday boyfie was sweeet ! i had lotsa of things in my mind . all the burden and stuff . i was so freaking stress . damn . he said that i can vent my anger on him and all my burden is his burden too . he also said this which touched me so much 'remember we are as one' awww , he means we are all in this together . sweeet rightt ! haha , okay okay . im angry though . i didnt get night wishes . and i havent been seeing him for 3 days now .

i want to tell you the truth bby . but i know it'll hurt . and ur heart and love would be destroyed . i love you but ... i cnt continue like this with you . i know ill miss you when u're gone . im having doubts on everything . i really want to tell you but i dont think you'll understand . its mixed feelings. its corrupting everything . and thats the reason why im angry at myself . plus , you're too busy with soccer trainings and stuff , too busy for me . and now , im gonna make my schedule as full as possible to make myself too busy for you and im gonna make myself forget that i miss you . im sorry but this is my blog i let my feelings out here .

xoxo , you make things happen ,
im gonna make it even worst .
and please dont try to put the blame on me .
ill put it back on you ,
IM CHANGING FOR YOU .
FOR MY OWN GOOD !
Friday, March 28, 2008 @ 3:12 PM / 0 daisies


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