im super tired now . talked to boyfie from 1am till 5.45 am used my grandma's phone . exhausted . haha , but i was indeed glad that we made a call early today .haha , we talked bout lotsa stuffs . and even us . ohh well , he understands . and so , i woke up at 1pm today . i cant even wake up for breakfast . i miss boyfiee . my boyfie is my malay teacher and he's one great teacher . hehehe . ohh , i love youuu .
i miss my kawans ! jerome , farah , aznie , ruyu , nana .... everyonee laaa ~ okedokie .
2.4km run was held on last thursday and it kinda thought me alot on things . at one point of the run , i just felt like giving up . and its a waste of my energy running and all kinds of things was running in my mind back then . so there was this song i cant remember what was the title but it really had a big impact on me . i noticed that i never gave up on love before . when i want something about love badly , ill try my very best to get it and strive for it . for i know that ill never give up on loving aqil and therefor , when i thought about it , there was no time for me to give up on just continue running back then . so when i was near the finishing line , i was tired . i swear .i had not much energy to go on . but then fiona , was shouting at me to hurry up . then she went to me and push me from behind and thats where i got could catch up on my timing . and thanks alot fiona . and the run for teaching me a great lesson .
like i said to jerome last 2 days on the phone , theres no such thing as third chances or fourth chances , but everything is all about second chance but jerome said something like what if the second chanceis already used up . i said back to him this , 'everybody deserves a second second second chance . thats gonna happen only if you're willing to give in' and what i realise was true . in life 3 chances is not enough . maybe one mistake is not enough but whats done is done . oke so much about todays post .exams are coming , need to do extreme studing . and so ill end it here .
& yes you did a mistake .
i forgave but its good that you realise .
i love you and
i have never gaven up for your love .
Bella Loves Aqil ; Million Planeloads<3
Sunday, April 13, 2008 @ 2:40 PM / 0 daisies
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