Cabbed down to reserv just now straight after sch with sabby nenek , mir moyang, xenia mummy . hehh , reach 718 only Aan (farhan) was there . then kam and acin came . supposed to meet ameer at 2.30 but he lambat then we went off . mat nor and nas came not long . so we went to 708 safer place . mir , xenia went home . Aan went home too but for a while . then he came bck at 708 with lolok . not long alif came followed by haziq . slack , sleep and wrote a letter to XXXX . then 6.50 pm went home . bored , msg HIM and currently chatting with ameer now . so much for him coming late . blaaaaaas , havent reply HIS msg yet . sorraye , tmr having ncc , ameer ask me to go watch his rugby match . but idk yet .TO YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE : take good care of yourself yeah , eventhough the whole journey have alr stop and im to blame , not you , you'll always be remember in my heart as one of my heartbeats . i will miss you alot , though . all the night calls and funny msges . i wish you all the best in life . & for the first time im crying badly for you . thank you as you were the one who kept me going in life and not to think too much in every problem . im sorry if ive took you for granted for all these while . and until today ive realised how very much i love you as a friend . and for the first time , ill say this , out of all my friends , i knew you were the one with the extra special qualities in it . but yeah , ill set all the memories free . thanks for all the help. i really appreciate it . forgive me for my mistakes .now you're gone , ill always remember all those advices you gave me . and eventhough we're not close anymore , you'll still be in my heart just like a perfect tattoo . i guess , ive realisd how losing a part of me felt again . i love you , and eventhough i still need you , ill treat you like my shadow , always by my side eventhough you're not . idk who i will run to when i cry now . who will i turn to now you've left me behind . without you ill need to dry my tears myself. idk who ill run to . but its okay , ill stay strong like what you always say .
I LOST YOU , BESTIE .
Thursday, July 31, 2008 @ 9:07 PM / 0 daisies
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