THE FIRST AND LAST TIME I WOKE UP FOR SAHUR ! haha , gyeaaahh ~ AWE-SOMEE :D
ate mutabak , and drank milo . after that went straight back to sleep , woke up at exactly at 6 am . Showered and i had a bad cough , ohh, great things happen ! I VOMITED . so all the food gone , empty stomach . ):
so , after paper i had maths mock test . then met nanah and choco ! aww, was so touched . i miss them so fcking much ! we hugged each other like never before . then went to fitness to meet the normals . after that went to sabby house with ruyu , but before that , WE WERE LIKE FINDING THIS PARTICULAR HOUSE TO PAY KUIHH . Then sabby's bro kept on telling the wrong address ! so went to the wrong block , knocked on 2 wrong house (DROP OUR WATER FACES) and stuff . AT LAST WHEN WE FOUND THE HOUSE , NO ONES HOME . dammnn ~ then camwhored at sabby's house . after that bus-ed down to reserv. went home at 5 with ruyu . so i think ill be the last time we'll be meeting tupai): ohhkayyohhkayy , so arrange the kuih for tmr ! yeeeey , rayer ~
LOVEHH ; I don't care . I wanna let everything out here and now ! Let people think and say but i swear i don't give a fcking care anymore . Tell YOU the truth , this heart ain't happy , this my keeps on having the urge to tell , well , ill say it , I LOVE YOU . I LOVE YOU MORE THAN SHE DOES , I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I LOVE ANYTHING IN THIS ENTIRE WORLD , I LOVE YOU AND EVEN THOUGH I CAN'T BE WITH YOU , ILL KEEP ON LOVING . i said , i mean , i PROMISED , to love you when you're gone . its been 5 months and im still loving . This heart and mind of mine , still vividly remember everything . when we were just getting to know each other till we left each other alone in our own worlds . Im glad that you're once in my life , and i hope you'll be here again .
No matter how long it takes ,
No matter how hard it gets ,
You're still the one i cant forget .
Ive been lying to myself again and again . im really sorry for every wrong deeds ive done towards you . FORGIVE ME . tomorrow is hari rayer and last year , we broke up on malam rayer . thats considered today . and i could still remember the words you said on the next day . THAT YOU REGRETTED . OMG, HOW I WISH EVERYTHING COULD HAPPEN AGAIN . HOW I WISH I COULD TURN BACK TIME . i know somethings can never change , but ill pray hard that some day you'll come back , back in my arm like how it used to be .
I KNOW , MOST PROBABLY YOU'LL BE READING THIS. THATS THE PURPOSE I WRITE IT ALL . I HAVE ENOUGH OF LYING TO MYSELF AND THOSE AROUND ME . I LOVE YOU AND THATS IT -
TO EVERYBODY : FORGIVE MY SINS AND WRONG DOINGS THAT IVE DONE(: FROM THE BOTOM OF MY HEART <3 SELAMAT HARI RAYER EVERYBODY ! ;D
to just stand a one last chance .
Tuesday, September 30, 2008 @ 7:16 PM / 0 daisies
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