the pictures were taken just now in the afternoon ! so , after school went to east point with Razdy . eyy , di , thanks eyy blaje akue . ahaha . love you laa . thanks for coming and slacking down at 123 . ohh yeahh , went to 123 just now . The normals was there except for Rizno): aww , so there was no hip-hop huy for the day . but there was Cine matrep siolzxszx , AKBAAAAARR ! wuuhuu , your new hairstyle rocks mann !
so there were 2 police suv cars with one ambulance . abehh sume dahh buddy , ciggies sume letak dalam tong sampah , lights sume main buang . ahah , korang pehh pandai , kpo kpo pasal hal lain , lastlast kene screen ! nyeehehhe ~ so , as usual today the girls were good . AHAHAH , and the guys were bad . they played soccer and omg , hazmi boxers are the SEXXX ! coolio okayy .
went home at 6.45 , ohh , ayeee zico cheer up laa . see you sad like make me feel lain mcm . okayy , wait , he's my close buddy so no harsh feelings yeaahh *winks* . then they went back home , so the GIRLS talked , and its HEARTY talks . i THINK ive made up my mind . and the story goes ....
hahah , im giving up hope , I'm giving up love but others who asked me not to , don't give up . Naylie Sayangg dont , Zakie Bestie DONT , Razdy Lovehh , DON'T . i know you guys don't want me to give up , but then , think again . where is all these taking me to ? i don't wanna be the bad one yeea . cause i know that everyone has a heart and feelings . so instead of hurting strangers , at least give them happiness . Im being too paranoid like ever , i don't want THEM to separate because of me . 5 months have passed and you know what , i could continue in silence . so 5 months becomes 6 then 8 and maybe it'll go on forever . But i know , im willing to stay strong beside you if you want me to . I too can leave , if you ask me to . i know I'm being too fragile but isnt all girls like that ?
I feel sorraye for myself , im sorraye heart , youre gonna get hurt again . but like every other time , pls stay strong . cause these eyes aren't willing to shred the tears anymore . cause mind cant help to think and be too paranoid anymore . Im sorraye for risking you to love again in a different situation . Im sorraye if i did the same mistakes again and i didnt learn from it all . But remember heart , what ive promised to him will still remain as a promise even if it takes a million years to risk you . Ill Try To Move On Even If It Takes My Life Away .
"Bella , I can't imagine a girl like you can love someone so much . Reject other guys who admired you just for him . I know all along in silence you still love him " Fafa Hunneyyhh said that .
Deep Down In My Heart , I Know Its Bleeding .
& Giving Up Was Never My Choice , But The Mind Says So ,
So Lets Just Go With The Flow .
Tuesday, September 16, 2008 @ 8:04 PM / 0 daisies
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