
As days pass , I'll continue waiting . I'll struggle through it all . Hoping you'll call , one fine day . Sleeping as late as 3 am everyday waiting for your call . I'll wake up as early as 8.30 am every day to make sure that there will be no missed calls from you because I'll getdisappoint by not answering that phone call . Who knows just a phone call away things might change ? This heart is waiting . Never gonna give up . Cause I'm going to prove myself that I can do it . For once , I know what I'm doing is for my own good and for my own benefit . I want myself to be happy . Even if you're with other girls now , at least let me know so that I can wait secretly . I just checked my call list in my hand phone . You called me yesterday at 10 pm . I was shocked ! Oh wait , I did recall . We talked just yesterday and now I'm missing you like crazy . One day not hearing your voice felt like a weeks . What more a week ? I hope you'll know how I'm feeling now . Who knows you might just be enjoying yourself now while I'm stuck here writing about you and missing you . Sigh , never less , if you're happier with another girl ; I'm happy too ! For now , I'll just pray to god for your safety and hopefully one day you'll realize how much you really mean to me . As for now , I'll just wait helplessly for your call . And maybe when you call , I'm going to blurt everything from a till z about what I feel about you . Its gonna explode when you call ! haha , now , i begin to realize how much you really mean to me now that you're not here . But when you are , I acted like I don't need you a single bit . I remembered when you wanted to meet me at 3 am in the morning and all i said was no and I wanna sleep . What a disgusting attitude I have ; I admit . When he asked me to play bowling with him , I didn't want to . So I thought back about my attitude towards him for the past . I seriously am grossed out , you know . And the only positive thing that I admit was I miss him thats all . Nothing else . Now , I'm struggling without him . Love , will you ever give me one more chance and I'll show you that other side of me ? I'll soften this heart and yours too . We'll make our way through .
You're that silver lighting ;
guiding me .
Friday, December 5, 2008 @ 9:21 PM / 0 daisies
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