" It is the end of something simple and the beginning of everything else . "
I was searching the net and I happened to come across that quote . Maybe , what the quote is telling me is what happened between me and Irfan was just some small thing just like a crush but not more than that . After the whole process , its just the end of it and I have to face those upcoming challenges ahead . Like this relationship that I'm in right now . The beginning of a new love to bloom . Saying goodbye is not the hard part , it’s what we leave behind that’s tough . Like I said , I'm trying my best to stop loving him and give Baby all my heart . True goodbyes are the ones never said or explained . And that exactly happened . My hopes and dreams were all crushed . I see them falling right straight in my eyes . But I can't do anything to undo it all . I'm helpless , but I'm strong enough to move on .
I was searching the net and I happened to come across that quote . Maybe , what the quote is telling me is what happened between me and Irfan was just some small thing just like a crush but not more than that . After the whole process , its just the end of it and I have to face those upcoming challenges ahead . Like this relationship that I'm in right now . The beginning of a new love to bloom . Saying goodbye is not the hard part , it’s what we leave behind that’s tough . Like I said , I'm trying my best to stop loving him and give Baby all my heart . True goodbyes are the ones never said or explained . And that exactly happened . My hopes and dreams were all crushed . I see them falling right straight in my eyes . But I can't do anything to undo it all . I'm helpless , but I'm strong enough to move on .
I was supposed to go out with Ruyu today . We're supposed to go to White sands as I wanna get something done . While we're there me and Ruyu was supposed to meet Elly and Nayli as they we're going out . So I thought the plan was on . I bathed straight away at 1.45 pm . But when I went out from the bathroom at 2.30 pm , I received a message from Ruyu saying that today's plan is cancelled as her grandmother is at the hospital . Oh god , I hope her grandmother is alright . Messaged Elly telling her I can't meet her and Nayli and I told her to enjoy herself . Wore my home clothes and back using the lappy top now . Ugh , my little brother is being a bitch as he's using the desktop ! And just for your information , me and my little brother has been using the lappy/desk top from the time we woke up . Heeeh , the electric bill is gonna explode ! Sorry mummy(: , I'd only apologise but I do no help . Eh , I could be a great help by getting a job ($$$) but I'm a lazy girl . I'll get sacked not long . Or I could even help granny to do the house work , and mummy say she'll give me pay . But , house work ?! That's a bore !
OH , I think I'm sick . I ate my porridge for 10 minutes ! That was the fastest I ate . If not I'll take half an hour . I was so hungry as I ate nothing and I had no mood to eat . After porridge I had Uncle Toby's chewy chocolate chip muesli bar . yummy . Guess what ?! Baby messaged ! Like finally . OH , EH , today he messaged me first ! aha . Oh , I'm gonna stay at home the whole day ! Hopefully when mummy comes back from her shop , she'll bring me and little brother out . On the 11Th there's cheer leading outing , can't wait to meet everyone !
To me , love is just an illusion . You won't know when the power of love is just taking over you and when it does , you'll get blinded by it . Oh when it does , you're willing to do anything just to please it so that it won't go or leave you alone . You'll feel so blessed especially when you get love in return and you'll feel like you're the most luckiest person to have him/her loving you for that current moment . I've always looked up to those couples whom have been together for a very long time . Like how they sustain their relationship being together and go through the whole lot of fights and never ending problems . Oh , not forgetting , long relationship couples , don't they get enough of each other ? Ha ha . Okay , maybe fate wants them to be together . That's why .
Okay , I'm in the mood to make chocolate chip brownies now . But haven't prepared the ingredients): Maybe some other time then . I'm meeting Ruyu tomorrow and I'm meeting baby and Eeza on Friday ! Yea . OH , I haven't bought him his birthday present . heh . Okay , what a long post I have today . I wanna go continue message baby now . Bye . :D
BELLA MISSES SABURAPI ! ):
Tuesday, December 9, 2008 @ 4:40 PM / 0 daisies
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