Once in my life , I've never felt this way before . Muhammad Irfan , I love you . But you know nothing about it all . I thought we could make it through , I kept on waiting . But still no sign of you . I shred tears for you till my tears are all dried up . I am very heartbroken now . How am I supposed to tell everything to you now ? When all I feel lonely through the lonely nights alone without you by my side . I know in every of my relationship this always happen to me . You come and go as and when you want . I'm just a 13 year old girl you know , I get heart aches easily . I would give up anything for you before I'd separate myself from you . But after so much suffering , I still haven't found the unvarnished truth . I felt like dying and you still aren't here . You hurt me more than any one ever did . It hurts more than a break up with a boy friend which a couple has lasted for a year or more . I never thought things will turn out this way . I couldn't take any more pain from you thats why I moved on . I wanted to be thankful to know you once in my life but whatever for ? I would be more than happy to get a hug from you . Now , I can't be with you . So now , my all time dream will stop . Part of it , the blame will be on you . You crashed it all . I'll cry over the phone if you ever were to call me . I cherished everything that you have but this was what I get in return . Now , since there is no more you to guide me ; I moved on . Thanks so much . Muhammad Irfan , I'll wish you the very best in your life ahead . There's no such thing as " irfan called me ! " ever again . So , whoever you're with now, please treat him with extra much love and tender care . Even if i still love you , I'll make it fade because i know for sure that fate doesn't want us to get together . So goodbye Muhammad Irfan Bin (insert his fathers name here) ; I'll miss you very much .
I met Ban Dong today ! Met Eeza first went to Vivo and stuff . Met Ban Dong at Orchard . Tadaa ~
i love my one and only dearest baby , girlfriend , sayang , bitch , slut , hoe , hot stuff , sweet stuff , sweetie pie , cuppy cake , baby love , everything very very very super extra much . Thanks for being there for me . You never fail to do so . What more can I ask for from you ? You helped me through everything and I owe you so much . A promise still is a promise right , my jiwer ? haha , ohh , baby ! get your third hole pierced at your left ear and I'll get my left ear pierced at the bone ! haha , i don't know how to say thank you to you . Oh , precious , I'll be here for you too . Through ups and downs , cloudy , windy , sunny or rainy . Too much to say to put in here laa ! I love you more than anyone would ! MWAAAAAAAAH ~
I love you very much baby , it doesn't matter who you are or anything else . My heart belongs to you now . This is just the start of something new . For both you and me . So , I'll wish to last long with you okay dearest ? mwahmwah , i love you very much my very own sweetheart .
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude ; My baby I'm so thankful I found you . ♥
Saturday, December 6, 2008 @ 9:36 PM / 0 daisies
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