SEE ! I'M STILL SMILING !
Yes , I had been very angry in those written posts . But then , when I thought back again , I shouldn't . I should just pray for his happiness and be happy for him . Cause I remembered once I did promised myself , if I can't be his girlfriend ; I'll be happy as long as he is . He has now gone to Kuala Lumpur . And I bet he's having fun down there . (: How I wished he'd really know how I feel . He has breach my trust on him and I don't know how will he ever gain my trust back .

PEOPLE I NEED YOUR HELP ; TAG ME ON THIS .
Which guy would you choose if you were me ?

Guy A ; I've known him for more than a month now . I do love him but he just ain't ready to get into a relationship . You get all confused when he walks in and out of your life just like that . Even though sometimes he makes your day . He can give you much hurt than the rest could . He won't celebrate my birthday with me .

Guy B ; I've known him for a week now and he's all nice and stuff . He said he'll be faithful to me but I just don't believe it . I've never met him before but I will soon . He makes my day ; everyday I should say . He walks in when the rest walks out .

so how ? help needed . Tomorrow is the 30th of December . So I guess it'll be happy birthday to me yeah . I have no mood to celebrate as I feel so empty . Cause he were the things I thought I knew . And I thought we could be together as a couple . He was everything that I wanted . We were meant to be supposed to be , but we lost it . Its nice to know that you were there . Thanks for acting like you care and making me feel like I was the only one . Its nice to know we had it all and thanks for watching as I fall , and now making me know we were done . So much for my happy ending . Thank you very much and I'm sorry for the mistakes I've caused . I'll continue the journey of my life even if you're not the one who'll stick by my side .

I don't wanna use my last name any more cause it reminds me of you .

Monday, December 29, 2008 @ 1:16 AM / 0 daisies


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