Okay , since there were a lot of people asking me to stay single . Yes , I'm going to stay single till I found some one that can really prove me that love is not just love but more than that . Yes , most of my friends are in a relationship . They love their boyfriend a lot and stuff like that . Its okay if I don't have one . I'll support them when they're falling . I've started to pay full attention in class nowadays . Hand phone ; for the first time ever was offed . So I was messaging the whole day . Whoa , yes , I know .

I wished for you on my birthday , I know I won't get it . Yet still , I want you effing badly . Why ? After everything . Why did you let me fall ? You were so great . Your friends too . Even if I'm starting to forget you , its so difficult you know . Your friends , YES your friends . They were the ones who had greater impact in my heart than you . If you let me go , does that means I gotta let you go too ? They made me have a sense of belonging in this world . They were the ones whom made me laugh like how I used to . They made me so happy ; over joyed I should say . And I can't wait to see them again and again . Memories lingers in me over and over again . Especially during sepak takraw times . I'll miss buying for you guys water and stuff . Smiling at the slightest jokes . And everything else . So much for all those people , you guys mean a whole lot to me . Each and every one of you guys . Sigh . So should I let everyone go since I let you go already ?

What a heartbreak I get writing that paragraph .

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