Cause slowly , I'm going to break down just like that . I've been keeping all the hurt to myself . I don't wish to tell best friend about the slightest hurt i get as I know he'll think I'm an irritant . So I just kept it to myself . Slowly , the hurt became more and more . And the deeper my heart is bruised . But still , I kept quiet . I tried my best to solve everything step by step and not run away from them . I'm trying my best to change , for you , Alep . I miss you a lot and only god knows how much that a lot is . As much as I want to write letters to you , I seriously don't have the time . Not even a little ! I felt like a part of me is missing . Sigh . I wonder how you're doing now .
I went to escape theme park just now . I had no mood any rides until a specific moment when best friend said " If you don't wanna take any rides , I'll go in escape theme park and accompany you " After that , I went to Flipper and took the ride with my little brother . Wet & wild and got myself drenched . Ha ha . Best friend asked if I wanna go play pool with Acap and himself . But I turned him down as I'm with my cousins and all . Sorry best friend . Thanks for everything , I know you're trying to hep out . Just , thanks okay . I just can't understand one thing about you , best friend . Why can't you understand how she feels ? Heartless , you're not . But why can't you just understand ? What am I supposed to do now ?
Di dalam hidup ku ini amat sepi . Harap kau akan sinar kembali .
Oh sayang , kembalilah . Aku rindu rupa dan suara manis mu .
Oh sayang , kembalilah . Aku rindu rupa dan suara manis mu .
Alep Chuckie , I swear I need you . )':
Sunday, February 22, 2009 @ 9:47 PM / 0 daisies
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