School is keeping me busy these days and I have no time to update my blog , sorry blog readers . & I've been selected for the school team ; bowling ! ^^ Oh , okay , so I guess that's all .
I'm very very sorry if I've hurt you in one way or another . I can't bring you happiness . 'Cause even though I love you , I don't feel our togetherness . I know you only seek for my love , but ... I'm just so confused . I feel that I'm better off this way . Just your friend . And if you were to fall , I'll try my best to pick you up and face all obstacles with you . I'm trying my best , if you could see and if you'd understand cause I don't think you would .
We all can see that we're trying too hard . Please don't force . I would not want to leave you but , it takes two hands to clap . And I know and I admit that I'm not helping . I really feel the guilt now . Sigh , I hope you'll understand ? Whatever it is , please don't do anything stupid and take good care of yourself .
Like I said , I will "fly far far away" . So when I'm gone , gone from you . Try to move on . Even if you can't , try . I'll come back ; worry not . 'Cause when I'm back , by then , I'll see you happy with your "her" / happiness . My decision was never to leave , but it seems that I'm hurting you . So before I hurt you more and break you down , I'll go soon . I'll fly away . But just one last meet up and I'm gone . I'll go far far away ... For me , you can do it . Y0u can strive through the pain . And bleed it out like what I'm doing now . Thanks for everything .
We all can see that we're trying too hard . Please don't force . I would not want to leave you but , it takes two hands to clap . And I know and I admit that I'm not helping . I really feel the guilt now . Sigh , I hope you'll understand ? Whatever it is , please don't do anything stupid and take good care of yourself .
Like I said , I will "fly far far away" . So when I'm gone , gone from you . Try to move on . Even if you can't , try . I'll come back ; worry not . 'Cause when I'm back , by then , I'll see you happy with your "her" / happiness . My decision was never to leave , but it seems that I'm hurting you . So before I hurt you more and break you down , I'll go soon . I'll fly away . But just one last meet up and I'm gone . I'll go far far away ... For me , you can do it . Y0u can strive through the pain . And bleed it out like what I'm doing now . Thanks for everything .
You're the reason I'm changing now .
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Wednesday, February 18, 2009 @ 9:09 PM / 0 daisies
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