Today , I could finally admit that I miss him more than usual . I didn't receive any messages from him . Did he even get his home leave ? * cries . How much hurt could I get ? I thought , I could leave him and let him find his happiness . That's what I thought . But then again , my heart can't bare to see him alone . My heart ached when I didn't reply his letter . As strong as I told myself to be , I cried in silence . I cried and I forced myself to stop crying . You gave lots of advices and told me what to do and what not to do . And what did I do after hearing what you said ? Just nod and forget about it . Sigh . I don't know what I've became now . Or who am I ? I admit I'm very very confused . I miss you very much Alep .
Someone chatted with me just now . A secondary one mate of mine . The was I was close to . And I mean very close to . We drifted a apart as time pass . He apologize just now . He said that he still remember the promise we made when we were in secondary one . How sweet . He too told me that he'll try his best to be there for me at all times . And asked me to share my problems with him if I have any . I know very thoughtful of him . He said that even though that me and him are not close any more , he know that one day , we can be like the past . I almost cried when he said all that to me . He apologize non stop when he said he was helpless at that point of time . Those words came out from him , if I were to tell you guys who he was , I don't think you people will ever believe that he actually said that to me . Thanks for your uttermost care and concerned dearest friend .
Cause I'll be waiting tell that day when I'm ready to tell you that you've always been the one .
Cause I'll be waiting tell that day when I'm ready to tell you that you've always been the one .
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Sunday, February 22, 2009 @ 1:17 PM / 0 daisies
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