I'm sorry . I swear , I don't know anything now . I'm lost . Plain confused . So what's it this time round ? I thought by sending you that message , everything would be fine . But I guess I was wrong . Everything is still the was it is . Ouch . How now ? Tell me , I would not be seeing you till next week . And we're left with letters . How will I ever be brave enough to tell you everything that I'm keeping ?
I thought , yeah , I thought again , that you're my one and only . Soon to be . But I guess I was just dreaming . I was wrong I guess . If he'd only know the link to my blog and read how I ever felt about him . I don't know , is he faithful ? I don't feel like going out today all because of you ): Why must it be like this ? I know , I 'll keep holding on . I'll continue writing you letters , I promise baby . Don't worry .
You asked , what am I keeping from you right ? I'm the one who should ask you that question . What are you keeping from me ? You know I love you and yet you still asked for some other girls number . Don't bother explaining cause I don't care . As long as you know I love you , I'll be fine with that . I'm going to send you one last long message today before you go back to hostel . I'm going to elaborate all my feelings to you . And I'd be hoping you'll understand me then .
I miss talking to you on the phone on Sundays . And you'll be whining to me that you wanna shower . I miss your laughter , I miss everything about you now . I miss your hugs , I miss your kiss . I would be glad if I could break down a few minutes later but I won't . Cause you broke down cause of me , you shred tears for me . I won't do anything any more but just wait . Wait and Wait . Till everything comes to an end . Till someone put a stop to this all .
You'll always be my secret valentines .
Sunday, March 1, 2009 @ 1:22 PM / 0 daisies
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