I'm back for a second post . I remembered one part of this conversation with my best girls a few days back . That conversation just went in to my head and I'm so paranoid right now thinking about it .
How would you feel if you lost your first guy best friend ?
I remembered 2 years back , how me and best friend struggled through most of the things together . On the phone with each other till late night . And even helped each other on our own relationships . He was the first guy best friend I've ever had and he was the one whom I put all my trust on . I cried miraculously for him when he wanted to leave me alone . But at that point of time , he still continued and stayed by my side . At that point of time , I was so thankful when I found a friend like him . I thought , our friendship would going on strong for a long time , I thought . Then came a day which he just wouldn't wanna explain anything to me and I was feeling lost .
I didn't understand . He was the one who I ran to all these times . He accompanied me through my darkest nights and also told me whats best for me . With him at that point of time , I never took drugs , nope , I am sure of that . I didn't drink , that's for sure . Or even smoke . He had the best of me . Soon came one tragic day , my hopes tumbled down , he left .
I cried , I broke down . Nobody was there for him because after all those times , he was the one who had been telling me to stay strong . I didn't turn to anyone . I just kept quiet in my room , alone . In school , we didn't act like we were plain strangers . Thank god for that . But then again , what hurts the most is , all we do is smile when we see each other and just walk away . His smile would make a tear drop fall down my cheek in just a nick of time .
Cause I miss him . Not a bit , not a little , words can't express how much I misses him . Now , all the memories , flashes back to me . And I would treasure most , those who are still with me , close at heart now . I'm going to stay strong like what he always told me to do . I still love you a lot best best friend ):
I didn't understand . He was the one who I ran to all these times . He accompanied me through my darkest nights and also told me whats best for me . With him at that point of time , I never took drugs , nope , I am sure of that . I didn't drink , that's for sure . Or even smoke . He had the best of me . Soon came one tragic day , my hopes tumbled down , he left .
I cried , I broke down . Nobody was there for him because after all those times , he was the one who had been telling me to stay strong . I didn't turn to anyone . I just kept quiet in my room , alone . In school , we didn't act like we were plain strangers . Thank god for that . But then again , what hurts the most is , all we do is smile when we see each other and just walk away . His smile would make a tear drop fall down my cheek in just a nick of time .
Cause I miss him . Not a bit , not a little , words can't express how much I misses him . Now , all the memories , flashes back to me . And I would treasure most , those who are still with me , close at heart now . I'm going to stay strong like what he always told me to do . I still love you a lot best best friend ):
Jerome Liao , you're the best I ever had (':
Labels: smile caused it happened .
Thursday, May 7, 2009 @ 8:51 PM / 0 daisies
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