I'm uploading the left over pictures . Kris cupcake , you and I ; we're going through the same thing now . They have the same name . They hurt us so bad . Sigh , all we need to do is stay strong and just prove to them that our love for them is unconditional . I don't wish to give up so easily cause I know and I believe that we can make it through . Kris , even though things won't feel the same now , you still have me , Lissa and the rest right ? We'll love you the same way like how we always did . Cheer up dearest (': *hugs&kisses*
I seriously feel like meeting my baby girls today but I don't know whether mummy allow me or not . ) : Cause I didn't go home for 4 days and I dragged my little brother along -.- (whatever) I want to go out , release my stress and you know hopefully , school holidays will extend to another one more week cause when school reopens , I have to settle some "awesome shits" . Pft . Talked to Wawapikadasewel yesterday night , I missed her and Diraspade ! They went to Dannee's chalet later ! ) :
They're awesome bowlers , this was only the seniors during our competition . Missed those screaming and cheering . Heee , they made my day just like that , thanks you guy . Like a family to me . They know my dirty little secret and they didn't hush about it -.- Ass holes , I miss them as much as I miss bowling . I'm just scared my skills for bowling has gone ? And next , coach will be scolding me like fck for not practising . Shit .
I only realize how much you meant to me when you're gone . How stupid can I be ? I acted so cool when we just getting to know each other after some time , my feelings for you developed . Whoa , after so long I fell for someone . But I held myself back cause I was scared to get hurt again . I didn't know what I did , next , you confessed , and I confessed too .
There was so many things I wanted to tell you , and I was happy . Very happy , the feeling that you gave me was just extraordinary . But everything changed and yes , it only takes a second to loose . Yes , I lost you I guess . I'm left with nothing but your spongebob . You have her now , and I'm happy for you though it is hurting me . Your smiles was heart melting but sigh , I didn't appreciate you .
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I really wish we could start back from square one and I just want to make everything right .
I thought I have found my Mr faithful ; but I guess I lost him . They say if you love some one ,set them free , if they return its yours . If it doesn't it wasn't yours to begin with .
But now , nothing seems to change how much I love you now . Trying to let go .
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I Just Had This Special Feeling About You ) ' :

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I seriously don't want to change back to the old me , even Ruyu baby girl didn't want to entertain me cause she said that I was so heartless and she gets pissed off whenever she talked to me about some one and I'll go like " eh ? not my problem " Kan b , kan ?
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