TongtongBell[A]mniGonggong

eternity here we come



I love her very much . Thanks gong gong for your concern . Don't worry , I'm fine . And I won't delete the post below . I'm a strong girl , yes I am . And I'm moving . Quick right ?

anyways , add me up at my new email :

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I watched the show the ghost of my past ex girlfriend . I guess , I learned a lot from that show . Some how , that show made me think back about how much fun I had last time before I started my bad habbits and mixing with the wrong group of friends . My old girl friends in Secondary 1 . They were the ones who won't even let to see a frown on my face .

But as time pass , every one drifted far apart . Yes , we do talk . But akwardly . I shred tears just now . It really hurt . I forgot everything , almost . At one point of my life , I just stopped caring . Some one I loved a lot left , and that was the end . I changed . Drinks , drugs , fights and mixing with the wrong company . At that point of time , a lot of guys come and go . And I hurt a lot of them but I didn't cared at all .

Slowly , when I thought back of the past again . I really regret , every thing . Nowadays , I don't know why i don't tend to be me . The Bella that every one knew . Something is just bugging me , and that's you . I judged guys wrongly . At first , I thought you can change me to a better person . But I guess , I've just blew everything off . Just like that . I know a sorry won't do . So , the least I could do to help myself is forget about you .

And you , forget about me . I guess you've already have . D': I won't be bloging about how much I've missed you any more . I will stop myself from messaging you , even if all these will hurt me . I'll do it , i'll sacrifise my love to waste , for you .

Thanks baby girl for always caring about me . But this time , maybe I could do it all on my own . I hope so . To him : I'll stop calling you my satsatboy , and everything else . Thanks a lot . *cries* Chill bella , I'm a strong girl . A very strong girl thats breaking down now . I want the best , I'll get the best myself . My dreams to be a lawyer/chemist ; I'll do my best .

CINTA MU TELAH MEMBUNUHKU )':

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