Happy birthday my dearest favourite girl .
I'm sending million apologies to you as I was suspended from school and I can't celebrate your birthday with you . So much I've been through with you . And I still can't forget the tears of joy we cried with each other . Baby , may this special day be as blissful as possible even though I'm not there . May you feel my warmth around you and all those entertainment I had with you . I promise not to leave you but for now , hang in there . I'll be back dearest . I love you very very very much and not to forget ; there's only one favourite girl that will lye in my heart no matter what .
Happy 15Th Birthday , Nisa Dora .
I'm sending million apologies to you as I was suspended from school and I can't celebrate your birthday with you . So much I've been through with you . And I still can't forget the tears of joy we cried with each other . Baby , may this special day be as blissful as possible even though I'm not there . May you feel my warmth around you and all those entertainment I had with you . I promise not to leave you but for now , hang in there . I'll be back dearest . I love you very very very much and not to forget ; there's only one favourite girl that will lye in my heart no matter what .
Happy 15Th Birthday , Nisa Dora .
That was yesterday . Natural much ? HA HA . So basically I'm suspended from school and all I do at home is eat , sleep , watch tons of movies , check my phone , call best girl and baby . Yes , I know I should use my time wisely and study . I'll do that later . I can feel my brain is losing knowledge -.- Lame ? Shut up . :P
I watched the show Inside Man , Aborsi and Cinta yesterday . Today was Transformers 2 and The Devil Wears Prada . Later when I finish doing this update , going to watch Click and The Game Plan . Yeah , movie marathon much . I miss school , though staying at home is really really mind-relaxing . HA HA . I miss studying . I miss Nisa Dora ) ' :
This part is for baby ( not even a week and there are so many things we're going through ) ;
Love ? Yes , I do love you but truthfully , not with all my heart . You might wanna ask best girl why . I don't wanna put it in my blog . Sorry . You asked why you ? Why did I accept you ? Actually , I swear I didn't know why . Things went too fast for me to even realize that I'm attached now . And slowly I began to fall for you . But I'll try my best as time comes to love you as much as you love me .
You're one of a kind and from the bottom of my heart , I really don't deserve you . You text me over 70 messages since the day we got together and I didn't replied one cause my prepaid was low . You never fail to shower me with all your love and what did you get in return ? A pathetic girl friend just saying " i love you too " .
I'm sorry .
You deserve some one better , I am not good enough and I can never be . You skip your daily meals , not concentrating in class , lack of sleep , become upset and shedding tears ; all thanks to me . I'm in a super difficult situation now . And I would rather much disappoint you with another news that I'm going to say and that is ; ' I can't go to your finals tomorrow ' .
I'm suspended from school and I think I'm such a waste of time being your girl friend cause I know we ain't progressing and we ain't going nowhere .
All I afford to give is just part of my love and just words . Nothing but words . So baby , good luck for your match tomorrow and maybe for once stop thinking about me ? I know and believe that you can win the game tomorrow , just do your best . For me , please ? )':
I'm so devastated , frustrated , irritated )x Those words are from the very very very bottom of my heart and for once , I feel a huge weight has just been lifted off my shoulders .
And baby , truthfully , I admit I suck as a girl friend . I swear , I know I'm not sweet to you at all . I'm super sorry on that .
Fieza - Hello dearest ! :D
Iqek - Thanks (: Meet you soon aites !
Iya Spade - Nyahha , okay sure sure (:
Zieerah - Tell you when we meet .
Louisa Nicoletter - )':
Atikah - OKay sure .
Athira - heeee , thanks again [:
Adeline - haha , kay nvm . I miss you ) :
Baby , I'm not good enough and I will never be .
I'll let you make the decision .
Never less , I love you .
I'll let you make the decision .
Never less , I love you .
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Tuesday, July 28, 2009 @ 3:19 PM / 0 daisies
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