I have so much to blog about but I have so little time .
So what do you guys wanna know about me ?
Tag me okay ?
Would love to share .
Oh , most of you guys tag about the 19Th September post ,
Yes I changed since he left . I felt that I didn't have any sense of belonging any more . I became rebellious and my looks change quite a lot too . Just one person could change your whole life , imagine that . Only after some time then I realize that I'm trying to be some one I'm not . People change and regrets are made . But life moves on , right ? ( ' :
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Some how , I feel like sharing this with you blog readers . PS not their real name . ^^
There was this girl , Amy . She's innocent and very kind . Don't mention helpful , the word is written in her face . Well so , as she was in her growing years like others too she had her first real boy friend in high school life . So happening and yet a-oh-so-wow thing for her . She was with her first boy friend , Ben for 6 months plus but at one point they broke off .
In the process of letting go of each other , Amy was in contact with Ben's rugby captain , John . At that point of time , Amy and John are already close . All of them are in the same school . John and Ben are in the same level too . So when Amy and Ben broke off , John was there for Amy . Cheering and lighting up her day , always by her side and never failed to hear Amy's problems . A week after Amy and Ben broke off , John confessed to Amy that he like her .
Amy was confused though . Though Amy and Ben had broke off , they still love each other and they are contacting each other . At the same time , Amy's feelings for John grew . Slowly , Amy made her decision and left Ben for John . Ben tried his best to win Amy's heart back but failed . She told him to move on . Amy had a lot of wonderful memories with John and Amy loved John a lot . Didn't took Amy a long time to get over Ben . 9 months passed , Amy and John was not on the right track ...
Conflicts after conflicts , fights after fights they broke off . Amy felt empty and heartless . But she was lucky that at that point of time Amy and John remained friends . It was then when they broke up when Amy met John's family . A few months passed , John got attached with Mary . Amy was crushed , she erupted . But Amy got attached with several guys , though she tried to love them but failed . Years passed , Amy contacted a lot of guys . They fell for Amy but Amy still love John . Saddening enough , Amy never once gave up on loving John .
Till today , years after years Amy still love John . But she kept it to herself . Amy and John didn't talk for over a period of time because Amy thought she could forget John but she made things worst for herself . Now that Amy are friends back with John , Amy tried her best not to spoil his relationship with Mary . She held strong and she's trying to prove to John that she's a better person now . Amy is going to let go of John though she has doubts .
She's blowing the candles off , and being solo tonight . She's beginning to see the light . But she'll be alright .
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