Told you guys I'll go natural ! :P Kay as I continue , soon Riera came and "study" . Then off to Kfc to eat . As you guys read at the bottom section on the earlier post , I said I wanna back up right ? I send my baby girls a message . I created a poem for them . Sadly , I made a wrong move . I promised to them , and I know but I hope it won't be broken .
It seems so weird .
As if it was the first time I'm meeting them . I was half hearted .
And I wanted to talk and laugh with them . But seeing them smile and laugh at each other was already good enough for me . I know what I want in life . At that point of time , I held my tears . Because I know if I utter a word , I will burst out . Before I met them , and at first , I tried my best to act as normal as I can . That's just for them not to notice anything or me hiding any thing . I tried to fake a smile but I can't hold it for long . One of them asked me if I was okay or not , in doubt , I replied I was .
I don't blame them for me being like this , not at all . Not a single bit ; I swear .
I may be falling apart bit by bit , but that doesn't mean you guys should .
In silence I'll cry .
In silence I'm letting go slowly .
You guys will be fine . Typing all these out with my watery eyes aren't easy . But for my girls , I will . I'm such a disappointment , I don't know what is the cause of me being like this . But partly because of her , the other I think its is because of ? i don't know ! ) ' :
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