Current Soundtrack - Beautiful Eyes ; Taylor Swift

Current Mood - Angry , Insomnia , Paranoid

IT SUCKS !

I did not have much fun today cause I received bad news and I was disappointed with love . I swear . I headed to best girl's crib early in the morning . Slacked there , took pictures . I had Subway cookies for the whole day cause SOME ONE made me so upset and cry a bit ( A BIT ONLY AH ! ) . Will elaborate on this matter later . We were supposed to head to Bedok Inter at 3 instead we left home at 3.45 . How great ? Met sabby then headed to tamp . Met Fella ,Raudah , Riera , Myriez , Dewi and then Lulu and co . Ooooh , I met Zakirah ! Hah , my madrasah friend that I haven't met for ages ! =D That's all .

How I wish I wasn't a patient person . I was being truthful with you so you would not have those negative thoughts and you acted so cold towards me . I just feel like spitting the whole bunch of vulgarities here . But NO . I won't do it even if I'm flaming mad at you . You see , aren't you like over reacting . If that's the case , I won't tell you anything already . I will keep everything to myself . How ok ? I don't wanna vent my anger on you cause I won't get anything out of it . Ah shit , I lost my patient . Means I'm going to get sick soon . Ugh , I really hate this part .

Dah laaa kay , terserah you aja laa . I dah penat . Still so cold towards me even after I gave night wishes right ? Ah gooood ! Keep it up man . If you need me text , if not NO NEED ! For once , I give up . *insert sick plus fcvk face here ! *

Oh , the part I cried A BIT was because when I went to best girl's crib she told me some thing . That made me so disappointed and urrrrghhh , I just feel like giving up ah . Now I'm having insomnia . 8 months ? I'm crushed when the news came in . Just with a blink of an eye .

Everything Was Fine Until Today , Regardless , I'm Back To Square One .

Labels: 8 months is long D'=

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