Fifth
I know I didn't have the rights to just pop out of no where and talk to you but my itchy hands just couldn't resist the temptation.The problem now is, I still care. I don't care whether you do or not, but I do. And it hurts to know you're like this. It took every part of me to check your twitter read your tweets, to know how you're doing and to make sure that you're fine, on track and most importantly happy.
But well, what I read was the total opposite. There were vulgars in almost all your tweets. I know those were non of my concern but tell me how, when I still care? And tell me how, cause I will always, ALWAYS care.
Dear you, this is was my piece and my reason why.
I am doing this for his happiness to be free from being tortured and from the pain that I'm giving.
I'm doing this because he deserves to have a better life; be it without me.
I'm doing this because sacrifices needs to be made for one to be happy.
I'm doing this because I can't stand knowing that he's constantly hurt because of and by me.
I'm doing this because we're trying too hard and that things just won't work out as planned.
I'm doing this, not because you gave up on me but because I wasn't worth your love.
Lastly, it's because I want my love for you to fade. I'm sacrificing us so that you'll be able to open your heart to someone new in the future. Before its too late.
I didn't take advantage. I listened, to every single word you said. And when you said our love and my actions were eating you up inside, that's when I had to do something. Even if it hurts. I didn't wanna be selfish. I had to let go. Even though I didn't want to.
Maybe we weren't meant to be, but I hope you understand where I'm coming from. I may have failed, but I've loved you from the start. I don't wanna argue, don't wanna fight and I know I'm asking for too much but I too don't want a cold shoulder from you.
May you succeed in the future, which I know you will and I strongly believe you will. And I'm really sorry for everything.
From the very bottom of my heart. Sincerely.
Monday, December 31, 2012 @ 2:52 PM / 0 daisies
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