Little Things ||

Thank you for always vein patient with me being late during our meet ups.
Thank you for making me smile whenever I see your face.
Thank you for sharing jokes with me.
Thank you for the little teases which makes me laugh.
Thank you for the long bus rides that we had.
Thank you for listening to me.
Thank you for letting me meet your parents and siblings.
Thank you for bringing me to waterfront.
Thank you for always talking to me whenever I couldn't stop talking.
Thank you for hugging me tightly knowing that I miss you.
Thank you for the breakfast we had a McDs.
Thank you for taking a picture of me raping my Fillet O Fish.
Thank you for picking me up from home and drove back to your house.
Thank you for taking silly photos together.
Thank you for impressing me when you were in the field.
Thank you for showing to the others that I was your girl.
Thank you for feeding me and Ariq fried rice while he was on my lap.
Thank you for letting me play with you dimples.
Thank you for letting me play with your hair though its kinda botak.
Thank you for letting me watch Pitch Perfect and be patient with me cause I always missed the part you wanted me to watch.
Thank you for letting me help you pack your army bag with you.
Thank you for spending time with me.
Thank you for whispering those three words in the taxi.
Thank you for making my heart skip a beat.
Thank you for making me feel so blessed and the happiest girl ever.

Thank you for always creating new memories with me.

Yesterday. Sunday. 13th

Set my alarm at 7. Got ready and showered. Sugar wasn't feeling well. He was coughing really badly and I was really worried.
He had soccer match at Bendemeer Sec at 11am. So I headed down to inter to get him honey lemon drink for his throat. Went to NTUC to buy some strepsils, vitamin c's and energy bars so that he'll have some energy during the match.

I was overly worried for him though. Haha. Cab down to the school but sugar hasn't arrived yet so I went to the minimarts and bought 100 plus and red bull for sugar.

So I ended up buying lots of things just to make sure that sugar will have a speedy recovery and show a good game during the match.

As usual, soccer match. But it was an entertaining one this time round. Sugar scored a free kick, Afiq scored 3 goals. So the total score was 13 to 1! Hahaha awesome ain't it? Haha

After match we had lunch with his soccer friends at a nearby place. Got to know them a little since I'll be seeing them on every Sunday.

Sugar drove and drop off some people and then we headed back. Sugar got ready in his number 4 :(
Cab to inter. Bought for sugar thigh guard cause I could see how much his thighs were aching.

And it was book in time so I headed him and rot. And I miss you already. :(

Friday. 11th

Today was shopping day!!
Hehe. Send grandma to the dentist to get her tooth taken out then we headed back.
I then went to meet sugar at Woodlands cause he wanted to get his soccer boots.

Plan was to go SEA aquarium at RWS but nah. We headed to West Coast Plaza to get his boots and I got myself a high cut. So pretty!
Had crispy noodle for lunch, my fave.

Cab down to queensway shopping mall to search for other things. Sugar bought body tights and god knows what else. Haha

Cab back to my place when sugar met grandma at about 9pm. Chilled by the pool with lots of talks and laughs. All the way till 5 am.

I couldn't ask for more or a better one.

Saturday. 12th

Went to meet sugar again!
This time round at Joo Chiat cause his mom and sis wanted to get some things.
So sugar and I walked around at City plaza then I went to meet his family.

Ariq was so quiet today but there were Kak Fiza's children there so it wasn't that quiet. Oh the twins were there too.
Afterwards we all went to Simpang to have lunch together.

Headed to Changi City Point after that with sugar only cause he wanted to get boots for Afiq. I was really quiet then cause I felt like it was taking forever to choose a boot. Haha
Walked around then we headed to EHub.

I wanted to watch Silver Lining Playbook but it wasn't showing there. So we just chose Seven Psychopaths a M18 movie we had no idea about.

Had Burger King for dinner. Sugar bought some chinos and me a beanie before that cause he said I looked super adorable with it. Haha

The movie was crazy. There were scenes like people's head beig exploded. Just really gross. Cab back home afterwards.

Thursday. 10th

Didn't really get to update cause I was busy and sugar booked out from camp. He had block leave and he booked out a day earlier.

So Thursday! Release of O Results. I did pretty much better this time round with a full cert. oh thank god. Couldn't ask for more. So appreciative of it.

Yan came by to school to gave me support. So sweet of him. We headed to Pasir ris interchange and bumped into Naqib while I was waiting for sugar.

We then went our separate ways. Sugars sister fetched us then we headed to his house. The twins and Ariq were being adorable as always.

Waited for sugar to get changed and since there was a car, we headed to Punggol end. Such a lovely romantic place to be at.
Sugar did a mini celebration for me. With my favourite Apollo cakes and sweets. Such a sweetheart. Then sugar send me home.

First

Thank you Allah.

As long as you love me

Will always sleep with a smile.
Couldn't ask for more.
After all these years, I'm glad New Year's Eve happened.

Keep Calm And Read On

I like how today is going.
At dads office now and heading so some place later. So far so good! :)

This Keeps Me Going

Nearing

One and a half days left, sugar.
x

This

For those who left and gave up.

Anxious

Sucks to know that the day I've been looking forward to, happens to be the day I'm trying to avoid thinking.

Results day just had to fall on the same day as sugar's book out. :c
That sucks cause it'll probably affect my mood.

Went to tampines just now with mom to change her phone. So, hello Samsung note 2, welcome to the family. And hello to my new 5 pump shoes. Yay. Mom wanted to get a wedge for me but neh, someone's gonna be shorter then! Hehe

Went home for lunch and I had 8 cherries and 2 strawberries. Then off to Vivo. Walked around, checked out Superdry, Ben Sherman and all. Nothing nice. Damn it.
Sugar had an hour of free time and I was out! Sucks to be me. But we made the best out of it. Headed to beach road to have dinner and all I had was lime juice.

Was on the phone with sugar all the way till lights out. We have so many different dates to go out on. Photoshoot sessions and everything. Haha just crazy...

Excited for the weekends. I hope everything goes on smoothly. Oh I had boiled eggs and a kaya toast over at Ya Kun just now before heading to beach road.

On a strict diet. Haha I've already lost 3 kilos since KL. so proud of myself.

As of 7 Jan 2013.
xo

When You Were My Man

Same bed but it feels just a little bit bigger now
Our song on the radio but it don’t sound the same
When our friends talk about you all it does is just tear me down
Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name

It all just sounds like ooooooooh
Mmm too young too dumb to realize
That I should’ve bought you flowers
and held your hand
Shoulda gave you all my hours
When I had the chance
Take you to every party
Cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby’s dancin’
But she’s dancin’ with another many needs and my selfish ways
Caused a good, strong woman like you to walk out my life
Now I’ll never, never get to clean up the mess I made ooh
And that haunts me every time I close my eyes


Although it hurts
I’ll be the first to say that
I was wrong
Oh I know I’ll probably much too late
To try and apologize for my mistakes

But I just want you to know
I hope he buys you flowers
I hope he holds your hand
Give you all his hours
when he has the chance
Take you to every party
Cause I remember how much you love to dance
Do all the things I should’ve done
When I was your man
Do all the things I should’ve done
When I was your man

The reason behind my smile

Sweetiepie

Happiness

You know, whenever I miss you, I'll open my gallery and look through our crazy pictures and the fun we had.

I miss you, yes, and I know you miss me too. You said I met you at the wrong timing... But I chose to look at the positive side and said no. The timing couldn't be any more perfect. I had the best belated birthday celebration. I chose to stay and wait for you even though you asked me to give up. Things can never be any more perfect and I couldn't be any more happy.

Miss you cuppycake.

Curious?

I don't know whether a relationship is needed for us now cause I'm loving every moment it is this way.

I like things between us cause there's no other people involved. No friends or any third party. Just the two of us and our families. This is awesome. He just might be the first guy I bring home to meet my mum, step dad and dad and step mom. ;)

So excited for the weekends. I hope my results won't ruin it though. I have my plans and he has his. Haha this is gonna be so awesome. :)

Never felt this way before. This is different. I'm actually thinking ahead.

So.... Lemak chili padi yeah? Hmm shall learn from the best, grandma. And I, will bring grandma to meet him soon maybe during one of our dates. :D

3 words, 8 letters.

I didn't see it coming. We were in the cab when he whispered those three words. I stoned for a while. Turned, smiled widely and replied. I was shocked. I didn't see that coming. He was going to book in so I hugged him so tightly. I didn't wanna let go. I hope he'll book out on Thursday if there's block leave, if not ill just have to wait for Friday then.





I know there'll be bumps in this journey cause I know nothing is perfect but I'm willing to go through it all. I won't give up and I hope you won't too cause I'm ready to give all my love. I'm ready to get hurt.

Kicked off the day by having breakfast at woodlands mart, McDs. Took some pictures there then head to sugar's crib afterwards.

Waited for a while for him, Afiq and his dad to get ready and we headed to Tampines sec cause the had a soccer match over there. The match was so super boring during the first half cause sugar and his little brother wasn't playing. I swear. I was like sun tanning away while watching.

When the two brothers went in, the match was heated up. It was crazy. And awesome to watch. Sugar almost scored a goal. It was so so near. And for a girl who have been watch soccer matches since 13, I can safely say these two brothers can play soccer very very very well. I was blown off by their performance and how the game changed.

Headed back to sugars crib and watched Pitch Perfect. Ariq, that one year old boy was on my lap most of the times cause he is so cute. He's such a charmer in all the pictures and his two deep dimples....just wow. Haha

Sugar fed me and his little brother food and drinks. I swear it was such a sweet moment. Then I continued watching pitch perfect with the twins while sugar slept for 20.

It was about half past 5 and I woke sugar up and helped him pack his things for booking in. Headed to Paya Lebar to send the lorry then cab to pasir ris inter where he books in.

At home now. Waiting for sugar's call. :)

Exactly, Us.

Blessed

I couldn't ask for more.
Everything's going smoothly.
I'm excited to know what future has in store for us.
For now, I am really so blessed to have a wonderful person by my side though we're not in a relationship.
He's such a sweetheart. See you in about 5 hours time for breakfast and then we shall head to tamp all the way from woodlands cause you wanna play soccer. And then spent time with me.

I don't wanna say what'll be next but... Sigh. Next will be you changing into your no. 4 :( then ill say goodbye before 8pm. And that's when you book in. Sigh.

Ill miss you sweetheart. :c


Your kind words makes me feel like I'm the luckiest girl. I feel so blessed and thankful.
Sooooooo looking forward to our next date :))))









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