I love mummy so much despite her nagging yesterday . Ha ha . I went to Pasir ris today after school along with Ruyu . Slacked at McDonald's for hours , I swear ! Oh , yeas ! I got a letter today . But the reply wasn't that sincere . Hm .. I don't know . I feel like letting him go at times . Why am I trying so hard like how he did ? Let's just take things slowly . Chill Bella . Best friend ? I've got nothing to say about you already . Just no comments .

Ah , nie , hyper kiddo ! Ha ha . I bumped into her just now . Whoa seyh ~ What else happen when Bella Katanorika & Ikaliao meets ? HAVOC . Kecohh ohh Kecohh ! Showed her the letters she missed . Ugh , talked about .. :c I don't know laa kans . Ha ha . And the mystery man which Ika says he looks fimiliar ... Hushhh about it ayee b ! i love you , this saturday & sunday ahh kay ~

Today's letter reply was uberly sweet syas Nisa Dora . Hm , I swear I'm lost and confused ! Right now I miss my Pakcik/Abang ; Ah Boy Fanatik . Mentang mentang sudah ader matair , adeq lupe laaa kans . Hm , tak pe laa . This Saturday laa kay ~ I don't know how to elaborate my feelings about Alep any more . It's just so complicated and tangled up at the current situation ):

& not forgetting there was Social Studies and English common test today . -.- S.S confirm fail ~ x| English I'm quite confident that I can pass . He he . Oh damn , I miss my 3 baby girls so so much . Since that day , every one of us got separated ! Reyha , Myra and Ida . Di mana korang berada sih ? Bella rindu sesama kamu semua .

I know I've hurt you a lot .

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Thursday, February 26, 2009 @ 9:40 PM / 0 daisies

Right Here Waiting For You .

I could finally get the pictures already ! yess uh . Oh , After school today , Ruyu and I went to Tamp mall . Sit down and ate Mcdonalds . After that we went to meet Muztawa and Yuziizstar . Haha , nonsense sia both of them ! Slacked for and hour plus . They asked me to write their name nicely and they put in in their wallet ! Haha , so I did. As I'm taking art . Lol .

Zabir my baby boy . Heh (: Super cute ! I'm confused , like its the damn same thing everyday ! I know right ! I swear I don't know what to do ( ! ) Should I settle down or what ? How long am I willing to report to you my whereabouts and everything I do ? When i get no reply from you . And I guess , maybe I'm just wasting my time on you ? Am I ? I hate this part right here yawh ! Some one help ?

Thanks dearest Ruyu for always being there for me . I swear , this time round , I'm really confused . I don't know if he's truthful or not ! That's all , damn it ! I love you baby girl ! We need to change some things tau ! You know I know what . So , should I say " No Boyfriend , No Problem ? " Or " I Wanna Faithful , Understanding and Truthful Boyfriend . Could He Be The One ? " I'd rather be dead than think about this things everyday ! Same thoughts , and same person ! Neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeext ! HAHA ! I would still love you like i've always did before and later (:

So how now ? Damn everything .
I hope you're having a good time .
I still think of you everyday tau .
I'll miss you even though you're not missing me .
14th day ...

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Monday, January 19, 2009 @ 10:56 PM / 0 daisies

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